contemplating exile…
so here’s a thought i just had. out of the blue. i want to hike the entirety of the long trail. and next summer. i’m going to do the whole Appalachian trail.
First, never, Last
so i feel that it’s time that i start expressing myself more in ways that are less harmful to the people i care about. lately i’ve been voicing my opinions and not thinking about how my actions will affect those around me. i have said things and done things that i regret, and i just want to take a moment and say i’m sorry, for everything.
Some are reaching, few are there
Want to reign from a hero’s chair
Some are scared to fly so high
Well this is how we have to try
Easy A
You’ve been on my mind
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face
God only knows
Why it’s taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You’re the only one that I want
I don’t know why I’m scared, I’ve been here before
Every feeling, every word, I’ve imagined it all,
You never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine
I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I’m worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I’m the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts
I’ve been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you’ll go. ~Adele
i wish i could be your one and only, there’s just so much i wish i could tell you. if only she wasn’t the one thing getting in the way. i want to tell you how i feel, but all i can do is smile at you.
The little things in life.
I just don’t understand why things in life must be so complicated. People need to understand that there are certain aspects of life that cannot be controlled.
